to be alive. to live.

My mind always seems to wander. I feel like i have a tiny racetrack going on inside my head. Ready.Set.Go. One tiny minute of peace, before the race begins.

I can rest. I tell myself this anyway.

Do you ever feel like your living outside of yourself. Your watching a film. And the film is about you. and You feel that it is you, that its your body, but you feel as if your not in control. As if your floating above the person who is you. Feeling the connection, but losing the control.

Many days I feel this way.